Yeah, I — [ dolph clears his throat. he's not sure why he's still embarrassed. nervous. not after how far they've come. how comfortable they are with each other. in this space.

but this moment — he had planned for it so many months ago. rehearsed it over and over until it became a lost hope. ] — I wanted us to do it together. Take care of it together.

I know it's not the same as with — [ he falters again. he doesn't feel he can bring up knives. ] — I know it's not the same.

But it'd be something new. We do together.