[Why? Knives stares at him for a long moment; he can still see clearly how Vash had been twisted, those unsettling rows of teeth, the way he moved like some mindless creature, and it still haunts him. Fills him with all manner of paranoid thoughts when he so much as lays eyes on or hears mention of the crystals.
That is why, but doesn't bother to explain as much, averting his gaze to unscrew the bottle and pour them both a drink. It's a stiff mimicry of human behaviour.]
[ It's weird, how somehting so normal can still feel so weird. Maybe because with them, this kind of thing isn't the usual. Vash watches Knives open the bottle, He watches him pour. He also stays quiet, letting those words tumble around in his skull as he tries to pull at the threads of his memories. It's hard to remember what happened. He remembers bits and pieces of course, like his brother pulling him from the tarry mire he'd felt trapped in, drowning.
He also remembers being bitten. Vash flinches a little at the memory but recovers with an exhale. ]
[How can he not worry? He sets down the bottle, noticing that flinch from Vash, spotting an opening.] You're downplaying it and blaming yourself because you're comfortable here. Life is easier for you.
[He reaches across the table to grab Vash's arm, imploring him to listen. World's most serious discussion over pizza.]
Suppose something happens again, and I'm not there to protect you? Stay as you are, and you're going to sleepwalk into your own destruction.
[ Vash doesn't seem to mind the touch, his other hand coming to rest atop his brothers. It's the prosthetic, of course, so maybe the touch isn't as impactful as it should be, but he's listening. ]
I hear you. I'll think about it, if it will make you feel better.
[ He could be stubborn, continue to hold out against wishing back powers he didn't feel particularly attached to. Or, he could wish them back and set some of his brother's obsessive worries at ease.
Self defense isn't something he's against, even if the more he asks for the further it separates him from the things and people he cares about. ]
Your thoughts won't make me feel better. Action will.
[Still, Knives relents and lets go of his arm. Perhaps as an olive branch to that concession from Vash, he even stops complaining long enough to try some of the pizza. It's... not bad, actually. He pauses, swallows.]
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That is why, but doesn't bother to explain as much, averting his gaze to unscrew the bottle and pour them both a drink. It's a stiff mimicry of human behaviour.]
No. You bore the brunt of it, after all.
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He also remembers being bitten. Vash flinches a little at the memory but recovers with an exhale. ]
It was my own fault. But I'm fine now I promise.
[ And then, quieter, ]
You don't have to worry, Nai.
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[He reaches across the table to grab Vash's arm, imploring him to listen.
World's most serious discussion over pizza.]Suppose something happens again, and I'm not there to protect you? Stay as you are, and you're going to sleepwalk into your own destruction.
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I hear you. I'll think about it, if it will make you feel better.
[ He could be stubborn, continue to hold out against wishing back powers he didn't feel particularly attached to. Or, he could wish them back and set some of his brother's obsessive worries at ease.
Self defense isn't something he's against, even if the more he asks for the further it separates him from the things and people he cares about. ]
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[Still, Knives relents and lets go of his arm. Perhaps as an olive branch to that concession from Vash, he even stops complaining long enough to try some of the pizza. It's... not bad, actually. He pauses, swallows.]
...You can tell me when you've done it.